Tell me what am I supposed to do?
The dream of becoming a mother is becoming impossible,
What else can I do?
My health is making motherhood impossible,
Is saying goodbye all I can do?
My business hasn’t been a success,
Unemployment keeps continuing,
A successful business means motherhood success,
Sadness and desperation keep continuing,
Time keeps making me older and making me feel motherhood won’t be a success.
Physical and mental abuse from the past is playing a part in my motherhood success,
My environmental traumatic experience is messing with my health,
I’m sorry self for allowing others to shatter your motherhood success,
I’m sorry self for allowing others to cause issues with my health,
Maybe one day a miracle happens and you’ll have motherhood success.